ToshaMakia's Blog

After yesterday's sneak peek of Nicki Minaj's November 201 cover of Cosmopolitan Magazine, the actual pics are now out.  And the "Super Bass" rapper is revealing her former suicidal thoughts, and happier things like making millions upon millions some day. Pics and quotes inside... Onicka revealed in the new Cosmo that it took going through some dark times to get to where she is now: “It was one dead-end after another. At one point, I was like, ‘What would happen if I just didn’t wake up?’ That’s how I felt – like maybe I should just take my life.” “I would pray to God to make me famous, so I could buy my mother a huge house.” And about where she sees herself in the future: “I’ll have hundreds of millions of dollars. I will have put out five albums and will have an Oscar and Grammys. And I will be getting married and, a couple of years after that, [I] will have a bun in the oven.”